...ch3ry| e an9e|...

experiences extreme emotional upheavals uncountable timez a dae...(seriously, anything is possible if u go from exhilarated 2 down-in-the-dumps in 2 sec.s flat...) may seem v quiet @ 1st...but will warm up soon...


is basically a nice person..prefers 2 c e good in others unless o course...HhmMzZZ...(leaves nuth'in 2 e imagination...) belongs 2 dis electic mix of gal frenz of which 1 is a vampiric moonfish, another is simply LAME beyond words & a babe who is true 2 herself...luv u guyz~!!!

counts her blessings...n loves e peeps in her life...2MD, 4CR, 28/04...dance peeps..._xiao_gu_...ruby jie jie...n ms pow~!

has since found sum totally cool peepz fr her hols job @ robinsons christmas village...n totally loves dem 2 e core...charmaine,xiuling,liangru,ah lian n more...=D

only reveals real self 2 close peeps...so excuse her 4 all e sudden outbursts...if u happened 2 b in e vicinity...but u noe wad...wadeva...

loves dancing...n can dance like there's no tmr...

...let e wind catch me when i fall...

x.her wishlist.x

...drive...
...obtain good grades @ JCTs, prelims n A lvl's{more like 3 a's...n an A1}...
...enter NUS...{partly cos o dance...haha...}...
...get a job asap after e a's...
...a laptop...
...new cellphone...
...digital camera laptop...
...dance technique lessons...
...japanese language classes...
...sewing lessons...
...exchange programs ard e world...

...get baq her life...period.

... ~*~dance 4eva~*~ ...

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. -Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche, philosopher (1844-1900)

x.her first love.x

*~* hello kitty *~*


:: my photo album ::


x.her husbandz.x

~ kira yamato | athrun zala ~


~ chad michael murray ~


~ orlando bloom ~


~ justin timberlake ~


~ shane west ~


~ hayden christensen ~


~ jeremy sumpter ~


~ johnny depp ~


~ oliver james ~


x.peepz.x

||* fairies & angels *|| :: x:O~ne:x :: :: _xiao_gu_ :: :: zyfie/z= yfie :: :: |!5[A] :: :: vene :: :: ***28 superstars*** :: :: ling :: :: amir :: :: liping :: :: ck :: :: ah lian :: :: ms pow :: :: pei ching :: :: baoz brudda :: :: jesline ger :: :: joan :: :: cynthi4 :: :: mr. brown ::


...entertainment @...

:: movie trailers :: :: the oc :: :: one tree hill ::

:: perfect 10 :: :: mtvasia :: :: sistic ::


...-leisure-...

:: tx & visa mini :: :: dbs mastercard :: :: converse :: :: levi's :: :: ebase :: :: roxy :: :: mango :: :: espirit :: :: zara :: :: r&j :: :: urban nymph :: :: rouge online :: :: Loop NYC :: :: c&k ::

~*...linkers...*~

:: blogger :: :: live journal :: :: gmail :: :: hotmail :: :: friendster :: :: tickle :: :: wholivesnearyou :: :: bebo :: :: ringo :: :: myaddressbook :: :: zebo :: :: literary quotes :: :: yahoo! :: :: blogskins :: :: iwebmusic :: :: photobucket :: :: flickr :: :: sms.ac :: :: tjc :: :: craigslist :: :: sellanything ::

x.her past


September 2004

October 2004

November 2004

December 2004

January 2005

February 2005

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

December 2005


Wednesday, May 18, 2005
8:40:00 PM

||*~more split personalities...*||

mabbe i DO suffer fr split personality...or mabbe its anger management problems...whicheva...but i've been noticin a pattern in my moods...n dey tend 2b v drastic...major drastic...

figures wad...every1 hav a certain tolerance lvl when bein provoked...i 4 1 choose 2 wear all my exp on my sleeve...think tt's warnin' enuff 2 tell ppl 2 baq off...as if my thunderous blaq face not enuff...still muz kao peh sum more...i argue until cry...damn shit lah...i cry too ezly...everytime a lil' bit ji dong den cry liaoz...hate dis...hate dis...HATE DIS!!!

mabbe its e lack o breatin space...i dunno...call it bullshit if u wan...after my major breakdown in fronta e vp n various tutors...i was more resolved 2 work hard...i paid attn in tuts...i tried my hardest 2 catch-up w my h/w...so, i'm still laggin bhind...but @ least i'm makin a conscious effort 2 DO SUMTHING ABT E FUCKIN Fs RITE?!?!

i'm not tryin 2 redeem myself here...i dun giv a shit bout wad others think...go ahead n judge...i'm stronger den u think...

fuck dem can...i considered v guai dis term liaoz lah...den every fuckin tme say i go out w frens...waste time on net...fuck lah...juz damn blardy friggin pissed...kiam pah issit...wu ping wu ju den cum n kao peh me...

finished my dinner @ top sped...bang bang bang...utensils @ e plate....my bottle in e basin...reach room...hurled eth w-in reach...kicked my bag....kicked sum more...chop chop bathe....bang my fists against e ceramic walls...damn blardy bu shaung loz...

actually all dis anger stemmed fr...let's juz put it @ 'sumwhere'...figures...e way anger works 4 me...its like everytime sth happens...i shut up bout it...bottle up my feelings till i buai tahan...den like major volcanic eruption....i dun giv a damn who u r...u can b god 4 all i care...rmb, i've denounced my faith followin all dis shit...i dun giv a hoot bout retribution...it cums it cums...

so even if my mom cums n kneel on e floor n beg me 2 curb my anger (which she apparently did, if not i wldn't b able 2 write dis...) i didn't budge on e anger front...stomp stomp stomp...bang bang bang...if u dun wanna die den...dun cum near me...unless I initiate it.

* e princess diaries *


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