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experiences extreme emotional upheavals uncountable timez a dae...(seriously, anything is possible if u go from exhilarated 2 down-in-the-dumps in 2 sec.s flat...) may seem v quiet @ 1st...but will warm up soon...









x.her past
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
lock e gate...went 2 my room...n saw my mom in tears...again...
-haiz-
dis always happens everytime _ cums baq...hate dis...
"rmb...shld ath happen 2 me...dun eva seek help fr _'s side o e family..."
like i eva wld...pui~!
hate dem...2-faced bastards...my mom had a pt e other day...
chanced upon photos o e adulterous pair @ my 2nd uncle's home...blardy fuckin posin 4 pics...damn dem all...how can dey do tt when my mom ain't legally divorced yet...it was like a party thrown in tt blardy slut's honour...dis only signals 1 thing: dey fuckin accept e blardy fucktard's bitch...slut...slut....SLUT...
shld've farkin given a tight slap across her stupid fuckin powdered face e other time when i had e chance...how i'd kill 2 do tt now...ggGGRR!!!
-haiz-
dis issue has been goin on like 4eva...n my mom still can't let go...-haiz- o course i hav 2b more understandin..._'s most prob her 1st love...been 2gether 4 almost 30 yrs...slept side-by-side 4 22 yrs..._ had been her life...a dependable figure...n now it has cum 2 dis...
"i dun love u anymore..."
e v words _ said tt pierced my mom's heart n plunge her in2 her own painful globe o endless sufferin...
"if i carry on like tt i'll really end up in woodbridge..."
hate dis...HATE _ even more 4 givin my mom even e slightest hope n den snatching it away fr her...all dis juz as she's cumin in2 terms wif livin life again as a single...
damn hate _...
we shld juz totally move soon...i can't stand dis shit anymore...damnit...
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