...ch3ry| e an9e|...

experiences extreme emotional upheavals uncountable timez a dae...(seriously, anything is possible if u go from exhilarated 2 down-in-the-dumps in 2 sec.s flat...) may seem v quiet @ 1st...but will warm up soon...


is basically a nice person..prefers 2 c e good in others unless o course...HhmMzZZ...(leaves nuth'in 2 e imagination...) belongs 2 dis electic mix of gal frenz of which 1 is a vampiric moonfish, another is simply LAME beyond words & a babe who is true 2 herself...luv u guyz~!!!

counts her blessings...n loves e peeps in her life...2MD, 4CR, 28/04...dance peeps..._xiao_gu_...ruby jie jie...n ms pow~!

has since found sum totally cool peepz fr her hols job @ robinsons christmas village...n totally loves dem 2 e core...charmaine,xiuling,liangru,ah lian n more...=D

only reveals real self 2 close peeps...so excuse her 4 all e sudden outbursts...if u happened 2 b in e vicinity...but u noe wad...wadeva...

loves dancing...n can dance like there's no tmr...

...let e wind catch me when i fall...

x.her wishlist.x

...drive...
...obtain good grades @ JCTs, prelims n A lvl's{more like 3 a's...n an A1}...
...enter NUS...{partly cos o dance...haha...}...
...get a job asap after e a's...
...a laptop...
...new cellphone...
...digital camera laptop...
...dance technique lessons...
...japanese language classes...
...sewing lessons...
...exchange programs ard e world...

...get baq her life...period.

... ~*~dance 4eva~*~ ...

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. -Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche, philosopher (1844-1900)

x.her first love.x

*~* hello kitty *~*


:: my photo album ::


x.her husbandz.x

~ kira yamato | athrun zala ~


~ chad michael murray ~


~ orlando bloom ~


~ justin timberlake ~


~ shane west ~


~ hayden christensen ~


~ jeremy sumpter ~


~ johnny depp ~


~ oliver james ~


x.peepz.x

||* fairies & angels *|| :: x:O~ne:x :: :: _xiao_gu_ :: :: zyfie/z= yfie :: :: |!5[A] :: :: vene :: :: ***28 superstars*** :: :: ling :: :: amir :: :: liping :: :: ck :: :: ah lian :: :: ms pow :: :: pei ching :: :: baoz brudda :: :: jesline ger :: :: joan :: :: cynthi4 :: :: mr. brown ::


...entertainment @...

:: movie trailers :: :: the oc :: :: one tree hill ::

:: perfect 10 :: :: mtvasia :: :: sistic ::


...-leisure-...

:: tx & visa mini :: :: dbs mastercard :: :: converse :: :: levi's :: :: ebase :: :: roxy :: :: mango :: :: espirit :: :: zara :: :: r&j :: :: urban nymph :: :: rouge online :: :: Loop NYC :: :: c&k ::

~*...linkers...*~

:: blogger :: :: live journal :: :: gmail :: :: hotmail :: :: friendster :: :: tickle :: :: wholivesnearyou :: :: bebo :: :: ringo :: :: myaddressbook :: :: zebo :: :: literary quotes :: :: yahoo! :: :: blogskins :: :: iwebmusic :: :: photobucket :: :: flickr :: :: sms.ac :: :: tjc :: :: craigslist :: :: sellanything ::

x.her past


September 2004

October 2004

November 2004

December 2004

January 2005

February 2005

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

December 2005


Wednesday, May 25, 2005
11:04:00 PM

||*~lettin go...*||

lock e gate...went 2 my room...n saw my mom in tears...again...

-haiz-

dis always happens everytime _ cums baq...hate dis...

"rmb...shld ath happen 2 me...dun eva seek help fr _'s side o e family..."

like i eva wld...pui~!

hate dem...2-faced bastards...my mom had a pt e other day...

chanced upon photos o e adulterous pair @ my 2nd uncle's home...blardy fuckin posin 4 pics...damn dem all...how can dey do tt when my mom ain't legally divorced yet...it was like a party thrown in tt blardy slut's honour...dis only signals 1 thing: dey fuckin accept e blardy fucktard's bitch...slut...slut....SLUT...

shld've farkin given a tight slap across her stupid fuckin powdered face e other time when i had e chance...how i'd kill 2 do tt now...ggGGRR!!!


-haiz-

dis issue has been goin on like 4eva...n my mom still can't let go...-haiz- o course i hav 2b more understandin..._'s most prob her 1st love...been 2gether 4 almost 30 yrs...slept side-by-side 4 22 yrs..._ had been her life...a dependable figure...n now it has cum 2 dis...

"i dun love u anymore..."

e v words _ said tt pierced my mom's heart n plunge her in2 her own painful globe o endless sufferin...

"if i carry on like tt i'll really end up in woodbridge..."

hate dis...HATE _ even more 4 givin my mom even e slightest hope n den snatching it away fr her...all dis juz as she's cumin in2 terms wif livin life again as a single...

damn hate _...

we shld juz totally move soon...i can't stand dis shit anymore...damnit...

* e princess diaries *


Comments:
whoever _ is, he/she is a moron not worth anyone's tears. Be strong, girl. Be strong for yourself, your mom and your sis.
 
hey...thanx dear...i'l try 2 keep tt in mind...

hope 2 cya ard soon~!
 
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