...ch3ry| e an9e|...

experiences extreme emotional upheavals uncountable timez a dae...(seriously, anything is possible if u go from exhilarated 2 down-in-the-dumps in 2 sec.s flat...) may seem v quiet @ 1st...but will warm up soon...


is basically a nice person..prefers 2 c e good in others unless o course...HhmMzZZ...(leaves nuth'in 2 e imagination...) belongs 2 dis electic mix of gal frenz of which 1 is a vampiric moonfish, another is simply LAME beyond words & a babe who is true 2 herself...luv u guyz~!!!

counts her blessings...n loves e peeps in her life...2MD, 4CR, 28/04...dance peeps..._xiao_gu_...ruby jie jie...n ms pow~!

has since found sum totally cool peepz fr her hols job @ robinsons christmas village...n totally loves dem 2 e core...charmaine,xiuling,liangru,ah lian n more...=D

only reveals real self 2 close peeps...so excuse her 4 all e sudden outbursts...if u happened 2 b in e vicinity...but u noe wad...wadeva...

loves dancing...n can dance like there's no tmr...

...let e wind catch me when i fall...

x.her wishlist.x

...drive...
...obtain good grades @ JCTs, prelims n A lvl's{more like 3 a's...n an A1}...
...enter NUS...{partly cos o dance...haha...}...
...get a job asap after e a's...
...a laptop...
...new cellphone...
...digital camera laptop...
...dance technique lessons...
...japanese language classes...
...sewing lessons...
...exchange programs ard e world...

...get baq her life...period.

... ~*~dance 4eva~*~ ...

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. -Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche, philosopher (1844-1900)

x.her first love.x

*~* hello kitty *~*


:: my photo album ::


x.her husbandz.x

~ kira yamato | athrun zala ~


~ chad michael murray ~


~ orlando bloom ~


~ justin timberlake ~


~ shane west ~


~ hayden christensen ~


~ jeremy sumpter ~


~ johnny depp ~


~ oliver james ~


x.peepz.x

||* fairies & angels *|| :: x:O~ne:x :: :: _xiao_gu_ :: :: zyfie/z= yfie :: :: |!5[A] :: :: vene :: :: ***28 superstars*** :: :: ling :: :: amir :: :: liping :: :: ck :: :: ah lian :: :: ms pow :: :: pei ching :: :: baoz brudda :: :: jesline ger :: :: joan :: :: cynthi4 :: :: mr. brown ::


...entertainment @...

:: movie trailers :: :: the oc :: :: one tree hill ::

:: perfect 10 :: :: mtvasia :: :: sistic ::


...-leisure-...

:: tx & visa mini :: :: dbs mastercard :: :: converse :: :: levi's :: :: ebase :: :: roxy :: :: mango :: :: espirit :: :: zara :: :: r&j :: :: urban nymph :: :: rouge online :: :: Loop NYC :: :: c&k ::

~*...linkers...*~

:: blogger :: :: live journal :: :: gmail :: :: hotmail :: :: friendster :: :: tickle :: :: wholivesnearyou :: :: bebo :: :: ringo :: :: myaddressbook :: :: zebo :: :: literary quotes :: :: yahoo! :: :: blogskins :: :: iwebmusic :: :: photobucket :: :: flickr :: :: sms.ac :: :: tjc :: :: craigslist :: :: sellanything ::

x.her past


September 2004

October 2004

November 2004

December 2004

January 2005

February 2005

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

December 2005


Monday, May 16, 2005
6:40:00 PM

||*~e unspeakables in my life...*||

The Unspeakables -- ch3ry| yamato zala

I'm in tears now
As I write this,
"The Unspeakables"
Tis' called...

My life was overturned,
Nothing was left to its entirety.
Once a solid family foundation,
Removed from underneath me,
Like Aladdin's magic carpet it was,
'Cept this didn't catch its rider's fall...

We turned to you for solace.
You took over this heavy burden
Of bringing us up.
An uphill task I know,

For who knows what is to come tomorrow.
But there was only you left...
Isn't there?

At times I laugh,
Share a secret smile with her,
When we start talkin' in our tongue.
I know the pain of shuutin' you out of our world.

But I've already figured out,
Laid it out in black and white,
That I'll never be able to make you see.

You were a great mom,
You truly were...
But an invisable wall just passes between us
Everytime I tried to make you see,
In my own way,
In my own terms,
But you never did...

Maybe its just me,
Or am I to turn to,
The talk of 'Fate',
To fnd a reason for this.

Cos' she never had a problem
With this,
At least in my own eyes,
She never did...

Every minor tiff,
Every major blowout,
I get really angry,
Especially the ones that concern
Your prior misconceptions
And numerous misunderstandngs

But i never stood up for myself,
I didn't develop the habit,
Maybe I was just too tired to...

Sadness overwhelmes me now...
Crying buckets as I write this.
I wouldn't know how to answer your questions
About my red-rimmed eyes...

Just let it lie,
just let it lie,
For I fear the tears
Might just fall again.

~*~hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn~*~

* e princess diaries *


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