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experiences extreme emotional upheavals uncountable timez a dae...(seriously, anything is possible if u go from exhilarated 2 down-in-the-dumps in 2 sec.s flat...) may seem v quiet @ 1st...but will warm up soon...









x.her past
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
can't believe i missed dance ytd...tt's rite...ME...MISS DANCE...doesn't quite go does it...? but yah tt's wad i did...juz didn't feel up 2 it ytd...but it'll prob b 1 o those times...wun c a repetition...i hope...
tokked 2 mom after i came home fr sch...haha...she was like contemplatin 4 sooooo long whether 2 go 4 dis interview @ dis bone specialist clinic in suntec as a translator n receptionist...i had 2 urge her 2 go...dead-pan voice n eth...she was like..so afraid...cos she kinda lost touch wif e pace o society...been cooped up @ home 4 too long...n SHE GOT E JOB!!! haha...like finally finally...i seriously think tt she needs 2 live 4 herself...dis job mabbe a start 2 greater things...
she told me she still misses _ thou...tears welling up in e process summore...2 tell ya e truth...i'm feelin quite sian-ded by all dis talk...mabbe bcos i've seen reality...i was like...wth lo...dis kinda crap shit oso still can make u pine...pui~!
den dere's dis part bout her 4givin hhim if _ eva makes a change baq in heart...
so, i may hav said tt its beta 2 4get n move on blah blah blah...but ya noe wad...dis time its diff...so wad if _ eva makes tt move...its 1 thing 2 wanna cum baq...my mom mabbe v receptive 2 dis idea...i 4 1 WILL NVR HAV A CHANGE IN HEART...get a life lo..._ can't juz cum baq as n when _ likes...NO WAY...I WILL NVR 4GIV OR 4GET ALL DIS SHIT.Period.
mabbe dere's too much hate in me...thou, it doesn't show often...
oh wtf...y m i writin all dis crap...
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